Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Just a heads up~

Hey I'm back to the old style of blogging.
Good ol' days huh.

It's been several months since I was last updated with the latest blog (I think) and I'm okay! Actually I happen to just passing by here to tell that there are so many thoughts to be written and to be said because, I don't want these thoughts to be merely thoughts.


First thought that I have is since I've been 'cut off' from society (not literally mean it but I will explain further) after finishing my campus/uni life. I don't want to continue to pursue my study right after 6 months (like others do) and I didn't apply for any university to study for this year, that would be probably next year. Honestly, it's been almost 5 months after I finished my practicum and unemployed due to personal reason, I'm starting to feel like I'm getting awkward with my surroundings, not feeling comfortable in the crowds, which I was okay before and even worse, I don't want to interact with other people. Well, it's all blame to me to choose to being unemployed, that's what you get. So, I guess that's pretty much sums up my thought of why I've been cut off from society though I still quite get confused sometimes.


Since it's been that long, the worst part is that my English language skills is getting deteriorated. I'm not joking here, yes, it does getting worse. Proof? Alright. So before I realise it, a friend of mine came back from the UK and we hung out for a couple of times. The first time I met him after a year being away from the homeland, I realised something strange when I talked with him; I was somehow awkward. Throughout our conversation, I noticed that my English language wasn't like before, I sounded more like, a person who tries his/her best to use English with his/her utmost level and trying to avoid direct translation from mother tongue. Gosh. Shame me on that, haha. But fortunately, somehow, I manage to fix it and everything seems normal again. *phew*

However, still........ I need someone to talk to. T^T


Well then, till next time!
sosorryfornotupdatingforalongtime